thoughts
Everyone seems to have their one friend. Their one mutual friendship that they value above all others.
Somehow...
I wish I had that.
I've got close friends. Eight of them.
And some friendships I put more value on than others...
But that never really seems to be returned. That person usually has another friendship they openly value more than mine...
Which is fine and all...
I think I've recently found that really close friend...
I think.
But I can't be sure.
It's a friendship I've had for a long time now...and we recently realized some similarities (myspace blogs and messaging and such).
I hope I've found that friendship...
Just some random thoughts.
Oh...and now I realized...one of my myspace blogs from long ago, that's not quite there anymore...one person read it, I think...I'm thinking I was right. Completely right.
I saw it coming. I knew it somehow, over the summer when it was full blown and during senior year when it started...
But now that my previous thoughts are confirmed...I'm feeling a little more left out, a little more shoved aside. But trying not to let it show. Because I really do understand sometimes...
I just wish it didn't come to this.
And that's my mind at the moment.
posted by Rachel @ 1:34 PM
3 Comments:
hey you. so seems like i've been saying this a lot with your blogs here, but i totally understand with the whole friend thing, wishing you had one, amazing, close friend... but instead, having a bunch of good ones- some better than others, yes, but missing out on that knowing that there is one friend you can always go to- no matter what. that one friend that everyone seems to have, and you have always wanted.
hmm, this gives me a good topic to write about. i think i shall. in MY blog. the one that gets updated less than it could.
Ok, now that I’ve found your blog… I was thinking about leaving a comment and when I saw what Kristina wrote…I just had to. This is too weird…I’ve been feeling the same way lately. I’ve got all of these great friends that I wouldn’t trade for the world, but you’re totally right about those *BEST* friends. I have plenty of people to talk to & hang out with, but there’s something different about those super-close friends. Ya know that person that you can call 20 times a day and talk about nothing…even at 2 AM to laugh, cry, or bail you out of jail (well lets hope not)…the person that you can truly tell everything to and never think twice about what they’ll say back...Yeah…that one. Everyone else seems to have one...well that’s my random thought for the day…
awww buddy i know how you feel. But like Kridtina said it better to have more than one... and you can always come to me about stuff... i will always be there for you. We have been through soo much... and to think it started with Mr. PMS... lol. I love you buddy.
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