arrrrrrrgh...

I do NOT want to go to work.
Not at all.
I don't wanna.
It's not just laze, not just the urge to sit around all day, it's more of a sick dread.
Like going to get the results of a test you know you bombed that will kill your grade.
I've never not wanted to more.
And I don't know why I'm like this today. I really don't have a reason to be. I just am.
I didn't get to shop this morning, either, 'cause I couldn't fall asleep until two despite being in bed by 12, and thus couldn't wake up at 6 and be functioning enough for shopping and a seven hour shift.
:P
...off to eat and shower and gather my knitting for when I go on break...
i don't wanna i don't wanna i don't wanna i don't wanna i don't wanna i don't wanna i don't wanna i don't wanna....