*warm fuzzies*
I had a very interesting dream earlier during my pre-band nap. Sarah and I were at this band thing, and we were playing this game where we (the whole band) were in two circles: the smaller one on the inside, larger one on the outside, facing each other. After a certain amount of time, the circles would rotate one person, and we had to say something about or that reminded us of the person in front of us before we rotated again. When Sarah and I were facing each other, she started to say something, then decided against it and we just hugged...words weren't needed.
It's just a dream, I know, but I still woke up feeling all warm and fuzzy-ish. :)
And (once again...) I have realized something. I've been here for about a month, and I've managed to fit in. I have made friends who want to do things with me and want me to be there with them as much as I do. This is incredibly new to me. Everywhere I've been new to, I've had to wait literally a year or more to find my niche. For every current friend I have (college friends excluded), there's been a long period of getting to know each other time which has always lasted at least a few months, where I wouldn't see them outside of band or school. It took three months for me to do anything with Megan and Kristina, and for Sandy and Rachel...we met in the eighth grade, and the first time we did anything outside of school was January of our sophomore year. But here...it's different. I fit in almost instantly. There was no period of ridicule, where I had no one. I've befriended people who I really care about, and they care about me in return. They want to be with me, go to things and do things. And it's only been a month.
I just can't believe I have finally found a place where I can fit in so well. It's never worked out that way until now. And up until now, I never expected it to...
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