ORGANS ARE AMAZING!!!

So right now I am listening to the best song on the face of the planet. It is "The Kraken" off of the PotC 2 soundtrack (Melissa found it on one of her cds, so I copied it to my computer). I cannot even begin to count the number of times I have listened to it today....it is AMAZING!!! My ears are practically ringing because of the constant noise since about noon, but I can't stop, and the only way to hear this song is at full volume!!! I mentioned to Naiya that this song should be part of our guard routine when we get that going...and she agreed...so I've been envisioning some awesome flag and rifle choreography to it all day...huge blood red flags that are revealed at the first huge organ part in a magnificent toss...*dies*
I just got back from another IS movie not too long ago. We saw "The Graduate" and it was great. I love that movie! Best one we've seen so far.
But this one was rather....relationship oriented, I guess would be the best way of putting it...and let's just say I'm beginning to understand the portion of my buddies who really wish they were in a relationship right now a lot better...*sigh* I'm still kind of back and forth with that aspect of my life. Tonight is just one of those times I wish something would happen...someone would notice me...I know that Naiya still wants to set me up, but I really don't know if I want that or not. I honestly think, at least for now, that I would be happier finding someone that I like who likes me back, but no one seems to like me at the moment...and something tells me that would take quite a while. I managed to go all the way through high school without getting asked out to anything, and no one (at least that I knew of) seemed to do as much as notice me...and my highschool was a lot bigger than Wartburg is. This guy Naiya knows probably is hardly aware of my existence, except for the couple of times she mentioned me to him, which from the way she made it sound wasn't a lot. She isn't even to the point of asking him about a possible relationship with me, so there's still a chance he wouldn't be interested after all. Goodness, I am getting pessimistic, which is making me a hypocrite right now... :P Maybe something will happen. I have to make up my mind eventually. Maybe if I just cave and go along with the setting up, I'd be really happy and have no second thoughts. But I don't want to give in just because someone else is pushing me to...*another sigh* I hate not being able to decide.
In other news...13 days til ISU!!!!!!!!! :D :D and 206 til NY!!!!!!!! yay!!