Work in Progress

You oughta hear the mirror in my house You oughta fear her pretty, pretty mouth Says I’m imperfect in every way: “Miss Almost, Miss Maybe, Miss Halfway”/...But I’m gonna burn, I’m gonna shine and multiply I’m gonna fill up the great divide You’ll never break me with all the things you say “Miss Almost, Miss Maybe, Miss Halfway”

Sunday, October 01, 2006

YA BAND!!!!!! woot!!

The other day I thought that seeing the Marching Knights was not going to happen for a LONG time...well...I was WRONG!!! Jen is going to ISU, and offered me a ride....I'M GONNA SEE MK AT THE BEST COMPETITION OF THE YEAR!!!! YAY YAY YAY! 20 days 20 days I can't wait! :D
The weekend wasn't bad at all. I procrastiated a LOT. As usual. I watched sooo many movies, though, at least five...I'm burned out on movies for a while now. My scarf is progressing greatly, I'm about 1/3 of the way done with the first part :)
I have been having some ponderings recently, though. Naiya wants to set me up with someone, and I'm still trying to decide if I want to be set up...I don't know. There are times where I really would like to have a relationship with someone, random days where that's all I seem to think about, but there's also a lot of times where I'm glad I don't have one. I guess it's the unkown, and I'm not always happiest when going into something I'm completley unfamiliar with. I half worry that I'll start spending less time with my friends, concentrating on this guy, and then it won't work out...and I'll have wasted all that time. And then I just get plain nervous. I don't know if I'm ready for a boyfriend yet. But I'm 19. And in college. How long is this going to take me?? :P And then I don't know if I want to be set up. I'm not sure if I'd be happier finding someone I like who ends up liking me back than having someone a friend thought I'd look cute with that they like, but I don't know. I hate being unsure. Maybe she'll forget and this whole thing will just blow over and not be brought up again...she hasn't said anything for a while now...
20 days...20 days....I think I'm going to combust! woot!

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