YA BAND!!!!!! woot!!
The other day I thought that seeing the Marching Knights was not going to happen for a LONG time...well...I was WRONG!!! Jen is going to ISU, and offered me a ride....I'M GONNA SEE MK AT THE BEST COMPETITION OF THE YEAR!!!! YAY YAY YAY! 20 days 20 days I can't wait! :D
The weekend wasn't bad at all. I procrastiated a LOT. As usual. I watched sooo many movies, though, at least five...I'm burned out on movies for a while now. My scarf is progressing greatly, I'm about 1/3 of the way done with the first part :)
I have been having some ponderings recently, though. Naiya wants to set me up with someone, and I'm still trying to decide if I want to be set up...I don't know. There are times where I really would like to have a relationship with someone, random days where that's all I seem to think about, but there's also a lot of times where I'm glad I don't have one. I guess it's the unkown, and I'm not always happiest when going into something I'm completley unfamiliar with. I half worry that I'll start spending less time with my friends, concentrating on this guy, and then it won't work out...and I'll have wasted all that time. And then I just get plain nervous. I don't know if I'm ready for a boyfriend yet. But I'm 19. And in college. How long is this going to take me?? :P And then I don't know if I want to be set up. I'm not sure if I'd be happier finding someone I like who ends up liking me back than having someone a friend thought I'd look cute with that they like, but I don't know. I hate being unsure. Maybe she'll forget and this whole thing will just blow over and not be brought up again...she hasn't said anything for a while now...
20 days...20 days....I think I'm going to combust! woot!
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